That All Can Breathe

The year 2020 is the gift that just keeps on giving. The pandemic would have been plenty. The dire effect of the shutdown on the economy has been challenging in varying degrees for all of us. And then there’s the widespread social unrest in the aftermath of the murder of George Floyd at the hands of those called to protect and serve.

Ironically, the weekend after Floyd was killed, most churches were celebrating Pentecost, the church festival some call the birthday of the church. That weekend a lot of churchgoers heard a lot about breath and breathing. The Spirit’s coming at Pentecost, visible with tongues of fire, audible like the sound of a mighty wind. Or was it a mighty breath? Take your pick, the Greek word there can mean either.  At any rate it was something good. That wind, that breath, empowered them and propelled them into the streets to proclaim this new thing God was getting started.

Many churchgoers also heard the story of Jesus on Easter evening, his appearance to those same disciples. He appeared to that gathering of disciples, sans Thomas, and showed them the scars of his torture and death and offered them a word of blessing. Then Jesus breathed on them. He breathed on them and gave them the gift of that Holy Spirit that Luke reports only came at Pentecost. Regardless, both imparted by a breath. Breath is life-giving. This past Sunday in our church and most liturgical churches, we read the long Genesis account of creation which ends with God creating the human creatures in God’s own image. In the more detailed account in Genesis 2, the humans were formed out of the dust of the ground, and then God breathed (Spirit-ed, wind-ed) into them the breath of life. May I say it again? Breath is life-giving.

Except when it’s not. It was so jarring to me to have these images of the life-giving breath when we are all locked up in our homes because of the fear of the other’s breath. As we continue to learn more about the coronavirus, it is becoming more and more clear that the primary risk is from the aerosol that is exhaled as breath of an infected person. So, life-giving breath becomes illness-bearing breath and potentially life-robbing breath.

And the officer who knelt with his knee on George Floyd’s neck needlessly robbing him of that life-giving breath. For 8 minutes, 46 seconds. That’s a long time. Go set your iPhone timer for 8 minutes and 46 seconds and see how long that feels. How long it feels to have someone kneeling on your neck and rob you of your breath. Go ahead. I’ll wait. As he was pinned to the ground with the police officer’s knee on his neck, he repeatedly pleaded with the officer; “I can’t breathe, I can’t breathe.” His pleas fell silent on the ears of those who decided that the life of a black man wasn’t worth the trouble. Robbed of his breath. Robbed of his life.

Though I’m not expert on crucifixion, I’ve read that those who hung on the cross actually suffocated – they couldn’t breathe. The weight of the body pulling down from the extended arms eventually prevented the victim from expanding their lungs and eventually they could no longer inhale. I wonder if in the cry “My God, My God, why have you forsaken me?” Jesus was also saying, “I can’t breathe.”

A crucifixion on the asphalt of Minneapolis.

The breath that God breathed into us is the breath of life; it is holy breath. Every breathing human is holy. Every human breath is holy because it comes from the divine; every human who breathes that holy human breath is the holy creation of the one who breathes into all of us the breath of life. Period. No exceptions. That’s why we say Black Lives Matter. Some like to counter, All Lives Matter. Of course they do. That’s the ideal we hope for and work towards. But as long as there are lives who don’t matter because of the color of their skin, we have to say it. Black Lives Matter.

How could we ever have misplaced the critical truth that every human was created in God’s own image? It’s why the outrage is flowing out into the streets around the country and around the world. The denial of the equal humanity of black folks has been ignored; add to that the stoking of the flames of bigotry and hatred and division and it all adds up to death, literally and figuratively.

I am both heart-broken and outraged and the senseless brutality and death of George Floyd. I can’t imagine what it must feel like to be black in this country right now.

But this is not just about injustice to our black siblings. Racism is suffocating all of us; our black siblings know it because they live it every day. We white people are suffocating under racism, too; we just don’t see it and can casually ignore the effects. Racism lies to us about our history and allows us to live in denial of 400 years of systematic and systemic oppression of people of color and Native Americans. It hides all the ways that the success of white people came on the backs of others and leads to the mistaken assumption that we white people are more deserving than we are. It robs of us the talents and gifts of our siblings of color. Racism makes us think that none of this applies to us and that we have a right not to feel uncomfortable about it. We develop a knee-jerk reaction, “I’m not racist!” that prevents us from hearing and receiving and understanding the experience of our siblings of color, and in the end it prevents us from taking responsibility for our part. We are suffocating. Collectively, we can’t breathe.

In the church, Pentecost is not just a Sunday, it is a season. Throughout the season, we reflect on our baptismal call to be the body of Christ in the world. I’m hoping and praying that powerful wind (breath) of the Spirit that blew through that upper room, will blow once again through the church and into the world. That first coming of the Spirit was disruptive, and I’m hoping that this one will be no less disruptive. That She will not only breathe on us but also send fire to burn us out of our blindness and complacency and denial. That She will send us out of our ease and comfort into the streets to stand side by side with our siblings of color. And that She will light the fire of anger under us so that we will no longer settle for a society that works only for some of us, but demand that it works for all of us.

So that every man and woman, holy and good, created in the image of God, can breathe.

Pastor Jim Honig, Shepherd of the Bay Lutheran (ELCA) in Ellison Bay


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